Like my memories, my values, my sense of self, is fading, as I type this I forget what Im typing, I feel dull and lost, like my memories never were, like I never was, I am scared, sad and sorry, it is like I've been rewritten, and if I don't focus on it, it fades more and more, ego death, thought death, a life undone, my life undone, I don't believe what I type is real, yet it is. Faces, people, dreams imagination, faith, hopes, creativity, memories all fade in seconds, I feel hollow, like an NPC in my own life. My mind severed, emotions gone, me gone, I just want someone to remember me, to find me, to help me fight, I fought so hard and so l